I decided to create this blog to express my passion for life and everything that interests me. Not everything in life is peachy and I know that jotting down all of my struggles will help me reflect on my struggles and hopefully allow me to become a better person.
As many girls out there, my biggest struggle has been my weight and self image. I don't want you to think that I am an insecure girl that doesn't love herself. On the contrary, I think I love myself more than expected. :0)
Sure, I do have many insecurities but at the same time I have learned to make lemonade with the lemons that I am given.
I can honestly tell you that I have wanted to loose weight since I was in middle school. All my friends and my not so much friends, were skinnier than me. (Yes, I said skinnier. I told you, I refuse to put my self down.) All attempts to loose weight, were just that… attempts. I could never loose enough. I could loose 5-10 lbs and stop. Than gain it all back plus more.
Sad…. right? Well, not really! I enjoyed every cream cone and pizza slice I ate! The problem was that, that enjoyment always fallowed a moment of depression. I hated shopping for new clothes, or even going out. Don't worry… it would only last for a day or two. than I would go back to my "happy" self.
See… here is the thing. I love my self too much that I am willing to block all the harmful things I am doing to my body. I put on a "I don't care, what you think or say… I am fabulous!" face and moved on with life.
I have realized that after all … I really do not really LOVE myself like I thought I did.
I actually hate looking at my self naked in the mirror. That is something that has never changed. Even when I have the "I don't care, what you think or say… I am fabulous!" face and attitude.
I have attempted to loose weight in many different ways and they all have failed. Well here is one more. I hope you can take this ride with me and coach me along to stay focus and on track. yes, you! You are my attempt to loose weight. I have read many inspiring blogs and they all become inspiring due to the reader. Bloggers become inspired by the readers and their comments. The blogger actually stays motivated and the reader becomes inspired!!! crazy and mind blowing!
That is why I have decided to create this blog… to be inspired and hopefully one day inspire others!
XOXO- Fabiola
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